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The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #30 on: September 26, 2015, 03:01:46 PM »
I really hope I'm wrong about this.

I really hope that medication bottle is just really well hidden, despite the fact that I've checked that part my car several times already. I really hope that people who I decided to help out yesterday because, hey, I've been in the situation of desperately needing a ride and having to rely on the kindness of others to get places and local public transportation sucks so much and it was no skin off my back, DIDN'T STEAL MY FUCKING VYVANSE.

Because that would be such an incredible dick move. And I'll have to take off work Monday to go to the doctors for a new prescription, because I have lost jobs before cause of incidents that happened while off my meds, and that doctor isn't open on the weekends.

Well, I hope it was worth it. I hope whatever your situation was, it was worth the theft of drugs I need to function at least passably well in my everyday life. But I'm not sure it was. Because if you guys did take them, well, you took the Vyvanse but left the generics alone, even though I kept them all in the same place. As if you knew for a fact those pills were worth more. And you'd be absolutely right, because Vyvanse hasn't been on the market long enough to have a generic form, and without insurance, it would cost me hundreds of dollars just for a month's supply. So you had some idea what you were doing, didn't you?

So in that case, I'll just say, fuck you, and go on with my life as if you'd never entered it, even for a moment. You don't deserve any more consideration than that.
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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #31 on: October 17, 2015, 11:50:18 AM »
It's not that I want to disappoint people. It just doesn't seem like I have a choice. *sighs*

If you got hella emotional baggage and counterproductive coping mechanisms, clap your hands. *clap clap*
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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #32 on: October 27, 2015, 11:04:11 PM »
I feel like beating my head against a wall until I black out at this point. Currently in my life my main goal is to make enough money to move out of my parents house and live on my own, and I just can't ever seem to make it. Makes me wanna scream. Everytime I think I'll almost have enough to do it, nope, sorry, you have other things to pay for. Enjoy living with your mom and dad another year or two. Because you know, who doesn't want to live with their parents until they're 30? Guys totally dig that. I'd have done better with my life if I'd started working right out of high school and just worked my way up, I'd be making more than I am right now, with my freaking useless degree.

*screams into her pillow*

Legend says when you can't sleep,
it's because you're awake in someone else's dream.
So that's why I can never sleep properly...
Who the bloody hell is dreaming about me because so help me God,
I will smother them in the face with a throw pillow.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #33 on: November 17, 2015, 12:46:02 AM »
Dropped a heavy cafeteria table on my foot today, had to go to the ER. Thankfully, it's not broken, it just hurts like hell. :P
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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #34 on: December 23, 2015, 05:14:30 AM »
*screams internally*

Sewing is very hard, especially when also dealing with my mother. But I did finally finish a skirt, not perfect mind you but well it is wearable for the doll, gonna try again tomorrow, and try to kick my mother out of the room. >.>
Legend says when you can't sleep,
it's because you're awake in someone else's dream.
So that's why I can never sleep properly...
Who the bloody hell is dreaming about me because so help me God,
I will smother them in the face with a throw pillow.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #35 on: January 05, 2016, 10:00:22 PM »
I feel like beating my head against a wall until I black out at this point. Currently in my life my main goal is to make enough money to move out of my parents house and live on my own, and I just can't ever seem to make it. Makes me wanna scream. Everytime I think I'll almost have enough to do it, nope, sorry, you have other things to pay for. Enjoy living with your mom and dad another year or two. Because you know, who doesn't want to live with their parents until they're 30? Guys totally dig that. I'd have done better with my life if I'd started working right out of high school and just worked my way up, I'd be making more than I am right now, with my freaking useless degree.

*screams into her pillow*



What I'm going to say now might sound obvious and worthless (and maybe stupid), but I know what you mean. I'm almost 25 and I still live with my mother. I don't have a job and my degree is absolutely useless. I feel like I don't have any talents at all.
I feel so lost and confused. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life...
I hope this new year will bring us happiness and motivation. :)

Been in bed for two weeks after a burst appendix.

 :(

I'm recovering now.

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Been in bed for two weeks after a burst appendix.

 :(

I'm recovering now.

Ouch. That sounds even worse than being in bed for two weeks while recovering from the flu.
Of course I'm normal...I'm 90 degrees off from the rest of the world.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #38 on: September 07, 2016, 04:39:16 PM »
So, lost my job recently. They said it was budget issues. I'll buy it, since in my experience, both the head of facilities and the supervisor really suck at budgeting, and beating myself up over what I could've done better has never really helped me in the past.

The worst part is this means applications, aka #1 Anxiety Trigger. And job interviews, which us autistic people tend to do poorly. In addition, I have awesomely green hair now, which, while it is completely awesome and I have no desire whatsoever to go back to brunette, I am entirely aware it will limit possible job prospects. Then again, any place that can't accept me with awesomely green hair is probably too closed-minded a working environment, anyway. I mean, if they really want all their employees constantly pretending to be bland kiss-asses to keep a steady paycheck, I'm fine letting those employers run themselves into the ground from lack of innovation and too many yes-men. Just a shame so many of the consequences fall on the employees. (/tangent)

Anyway, that shit's happening. It sucks. Bleah.
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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #39 on: October 21, 2016, 08:57:24 PM »
My left eyebrow continues to disappoint me on the daily
Should have wished for unicorns.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #40 on: November 03, 2016, 03:14:06 AM »
Ugh, I feel like I might be coming down with something, which really sucks. I felt fine this morning, but by lunch time I had a itchy, scratchy throat that wouldn't go away no matter what I drank. I still have it, even after taking some cough syrup, bleick, that stuff is awful.  And my sinus are draining, which is making things even worse, I hope I don't wake up in the morning with an even worse sore throat, but I get the feeling that I might.
Legend says when you can't sleep,
it's because you're awake in someone else's dream.
So that's why I can never sleep properly...
Who the bloody hell is dreaming about me because so help me God,
I will smother them in the face with a throw pillow.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #41 on: November 03, 2016, 01:32:28 PM »
I blame VK for the cold I've got.  I was going to go to a Write in tonight, but honestly don't think I will because I'm just too drained. I need to work on tidying the house some since we will have guests round on Saturday.
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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #42 on: November 04, 2016, 01:38:34 AM »
Hey, don't blame me! I can't give you a cold from across the ocean >_> I'm feeling kind crappy still too though
Legend says when you can't sleep,
it's because you're awake in someone else's dream.
So that's why I can never sleep properly...
Who the bloody hell is dreaming about me because so help me God,
I will smother them in the face with a throw pillow.

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Re: The Ughh Thread (or: ''I just want to complain for a sec don't mind me'')
« Reply #43 on: November 06, 2016, 07:42:52 PM »
My ear keeps popping tonight. It's so damn frustrating. I am definitely going to go get some ear drops tomorrow and see if I can clear them.  I will probably also run into the city and start sorting out christmas presents and things for people.
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Can't believe it's been so long (like 5 months!!!????) since I last visited here :( :'(
I'm angry at myself for that.

Will read the new posts.